2010. wow. i can't believe sam and clay are one. part of me feels like they were just born. another part of me feels like they've been part of my life forever. they are so sweet and growing way too quickly. molly will be three in 6 weeks or so. also hard to believe. michael continues to be a source of much laughter. he gets his wit and humor from his momma.
i'm re-dedicating myself to my health. started a running class. joining bikram yoga for a month to see if i like it (hopefully i can do more than one minute of one class), and sporadically incorporating p90x into said routine. i still like to eat chips and salsa, starburst, and have a beer (or vodka), but those things are just part of who i am, so i accept them.
i am also determined to keep up the level of positivity and acceptance of people that i had when i got out of discovery 2 months ago. the second class starts a week from tomorrow. i can't wait to learn more, to become more aware and to gain more clarity. i also can't wait to get my arms around my loved ones that i miss so terribly. you know who you are.
today, while reading an article and again while talking to a dear friend, i heard the word molecular. used in context, the word referred to the basis of humankind. how we are all from the same molecules. we all cry the same tears, we all have struggles, and we all can use that commonality to propel us through the tough times rather than look over the fence, and think the grass DOES look greener.
after reading "the shack" i realize that we aren't here to judge. we all share in the great energy, spirit, or whatever you want to refer to it as. my eyes have been refocused on the humanity that lies within all of us. we all deserve to live the lives given to us to our greatest potential. to follow our dreams, our passions. if you put effort and energy into something, you will realize it.
there's your update. love you!
1 comment:
beautiful.
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